AS A RULE MAN IS A FOOL...

When its hot he want it cool
When its cool he wants it hot
Always wanting what is not.

What is it called when you suddenly develop a desire for something that you had access to previously but now don't and its driving you crazy?

You know the malady. You throw "X"(x = item of your choice) away, with two hands even, and now that someone else has picked it up, brushed it off and made it shiny...never has it looked more alluring.

But you're so full of misguided pride, that you dare not ask for "X" back...because that would be stupid. And you would look stupid.

So...you go about your business, smiling on the outside but inwardly gnashing your teeth out of sheer frustration. You're not even sure you want it because of it. You just know you want it because you can't have it. And then you're irritated by the sudden reappearing of juvenile tendencies. Didn't you grow out of this?

Eventually you grab sinead o'connor's groundbreaking release and ponder the album title.

Smart woman that Sinead. You then realize that you are being a petty fool, and oh yeah this isn't even your CD, but you've had it so long its kinda yours by virtue of time passage, so its ok. Your conscience is appropriately mollified and you go to bed.

1.By the bye, this entry never was, and never will be about me.
2.Also, even if it was - it is sooo not what you think its about. AT. ALL.
3.Wait I don't even know if its what you think its about.
4.Ok give me a hint...what do you think its about?
5.Not that i'd know if you were right or wrong - because remember - this entry isn't about me.