i'm too nice

or something

i dont know im always helping other people out with stuff they need or want and putting what i want to do on the back burner

i guess that could be considered a good quality but shoot...WHAT ABOUT ME

anyway i've put my needs on hold again and i want to feel irritated but i guess im just jaded

im jaded about everything lately

eh.

also, i need a vacation. the rents own a place out in hilton head, ima see if i can get the keys and get my chillax on

its wonderful there and works like a tonic on my mood.

i keep threatening to move down there and dangit one day im gonna make good on that threat

and, why is it july 3rd but the high was only 80 today? its summer. im gonna need the weather to turn it up a notch.

im going to bed. im pissed for reasons that i care not to put in print