oh word?

this is what i get for refusing to be superficial

i should have taken it at face value but now the rose glasses are off and all i see is bullbits

CRAP

im mad that my feelings are hurt

but its time like this when i am reminded that i do indeed have feelings

feelings suck lol

and im not really laughing

you ever learn something that that makes you feel like you are going to throw up...but you still have to face people and NOT THROW UP?? Not throw up, even though the info is weighing on your mind heavily and no matter how much you try to distract yourself it stays there?

RIGHT THERE.

ugh. i just felt the bottom drop out of whatever it was that was heretofore not bottomless

im so freaking disturbed by this recent turn of events that i cant even articulate it properly

so yeah

oh word??

WORD?

word.